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I, am, so, damned, tired. School is pressing down on my harder than it has in a while, and I haven't talked to my friends seriously for weeks, if not over a month.

But, its almost over. Starting Tuesday morning, I will be free for the next 6 weeks. It will be the first real extended break i've had in freakin years. GOD I can't wait.

I mean i don't have plans or anything. What's really exciting, is just NOT HAVING TO KEEP UP WITH THE EVER PILING CLASSWORK!!!

I will be alive again friends. thank GOD

I hate the borg queen

The original concept of the borg was an interconnected, non centralized hive mind. The Borg was pure evil, because it WASN'T actually evil. It was cold, calculating, completely unfeeling and indestructible, due to its decentralized nature. You blow up 90 percent of its fleet, including its original homeworld and most of the worlds its assimiliated, the surviving 10 percent just keep on with the mission, assimilate new species and grow, grow grow. It hated no one, it felt nothing, it merely was. It was simultanously cunning in its tactics and simple in its goal.

But then, voyager wanted a face. It wanted a leader, it wanted something it could talk to and interact with, and it wanted it to be evil, so they invented the "queen". No, I refuse. I want my Borg to be nothing but a decentralized hive of minds, working toward a common purpose and all in instantaneous consent and purpose, no center. You give the borg a personality and its no longer unique. Its no longer cold and automatic. Its no longer mindless yet brilliant. Its just another generic mastermind and her army blah blah blah.

I know my best friend loves voyager. But I'll always hate the fact it gave us the lame borg queen.

Stupid Borg Queen :(

I have my temps... again.

And driving is like riding a bike. I am not the best driver by any means, but I definitely feel I am as good as when i stopped. That's nice.

And yes, i'm 23, without a license, but frankly i couldn't afford insurance until now.

Oh, also, i watched a hilarious movie today, called Fido. Its a comedy about zombies. Comedy= awesome. Zombies=Awesome. Zombie Comedy= OMG COOL.

Wikipedia is freakin Evil

I have spent the last several hours reading about the politics and history of mexico since the first mexican Empire in the 1800's. Thing is, I find it interesting, no idea why, but it is.

I often spend hours on wikipedia reading random crap that really has no application to my life whatsoever, but for some reason facinates me to no end.

My frustrating fantasy

I want to write things. I want to put my thoughts in a well organized and creative combination of text and unleash it somehow. Be it on the Internet or in Paper Text or any other format. The problem is, I'm just not that interesting or Creative. I have ideas, in my opinion good and interesting Ideas, I'm just not great at putting them in a format that appeals to many people.

I have been told I'm a good writer by several people, including college instructors., and I'm great at putting together thoughts, facts and Ideas if I have some sort of instruction or deadline. The problem is, when trying to write something without a deadline or a list of criteria, i drift. I have half written papers and poems and even short stories filling up my harddrive, and i don't seem to have the follow through to put many of them out there.

So, I've whined about it. What do I do now?

I give myself some sort of inviolable rule. I have decided that on my other blog (which I've decided not to link here, as I want THIS blog to remain anonymous and unconnected to my online identity) I will write one entry per week, no matter what. Whether I think its good, bad, genius or hackish, I will publish something. The best way to improve a skill is to use it, repetitively. And that is just what I am doing.

Friends, you know what blog I am referring to, please follow it and make me keep my goal.

Writer's Block: Acquired taste

What is your favorite weird food combination? Have your friends ever tried it or do you only eat it in private?

I'm relatively boring regarding food. Erm... I like to put habanero tobasco on like crackers and stuff... i know lame.

Writer's Block: My Dream Job

What's your dream job? Are you qualified for it? If not, would that stop you from taking it if it were offered to you?

I would love to teach something in college, maybe english or some sort of theology thing. No I'm not currently qualified, but its not toooo far out of my reach should I decide to go with it. UM.... i wouldn't want to do a job i wasn't prepared for, itd turn my dream into a nightmare.

Writer's Block: Daydream believer

If you could choose to control your dreams, would you? If so, what would you dream about?

Oh yes, I would definitely take control of my dreams if I knew I was dreaming. This actually can happen through certain types of training, its just not something I want bad enough to concentrate on. I do have a friend who attempts to gain control of her dreams and I think its a cool experiment. 

What would I dream about? Whatever seemed cool at the time..... I really don't want to say the first thing that popped in my head lol. 

Today is odd

I mean, not in a bad way, i'm not moaning or anything, its just not like most days. For one the rush was much less... rushed, and i've spent most of the day out here on my porch with my laptop, going back and forth between school and random surfing/chatting. 

Dad is sick it appears, and because of his lowered immune system due to the seizures and related medication he takes sickness HARD. His life is not likely in danger, but he's also going to be suffering alot the next several days. Those inclined, prayers would be appreicated.

Lately I've been getting into Roguelike Computer RPGS. They are single player games that focus on dungeon crawling, but the kick is that the dungeons are randomly generated. Good for killing time, though usually the graphics suck seven kinds of lameness and you have to use a great deal of imagination.

A friend of mine who i shall not name is having a hard time right now, and I feel powerless to help. 

I think i'll go play some cards. Or see if T is into Risk.